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How Lucky

by Gummylung

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1.
Signpost 02:13
“Please dont trample The flowerbed” We ought to alter that sign To read instead “Tread softly for you’re able To really harm someone” “Speak sparsely, necessarily--- Just disarm yourself” The silent pronouncement of a flower And certainly we’re half as wise as all that
2.
Wish-Washing 03:55
knowing it's my general compulsion to crawl beneath my bed and hide from fate I'm reaching for something like Lawrence and though i patently adore him i doubt he'd find much to love in what I consider to be the cream of my life I feel my inner resolve renew or maybe i just have to poop well what if my sincerest wish is to lead a passive existence my hope’s to float perfectly still in the womb though it wouldn't be the best view at least you don't see whats coming a blush of sunrise light pressing against closed eyes isnt it funny how a life staked on principle could end up inconsistent with one’s goals isn’t it like something is injured, interred--- my masculine dignity? I wouldn't even know where to start lest I'm sorely split apart like the seat of all my pants I'm rended oh and living a life just so heedless would the world confirm i needed to plummet through calendar page sedate the yarn unspooling into the dark
3.
People are so engrossed with their own lives And they show it You may be one of the few Person comes last is you You cry cause you're lonely You're missing something but don't even know it You feel ok in the sandwich que Or in art class at school You like your sketch But black lines Could ruin it The empty bench Some things are Really permanent Always made you feel something Made you feel something Pretty for real When the crows fly home at dusk For a night roost in the hills I wish grief really changed things I wish those who depart Just were roosting Up in the hills
4.
As Yourself 03:00
I’m like that can't say if I mean to be like that but here i am well, here i am I’m simply myself today I could see it some other way and yet, here i am
5.
the underpass the other side I’ve found you can't change your life at least not really you'll just be yourself under some new spell looking up as the leaves gently slope and heave like panels of the sea some changing aspect you thought you felt but like in a dream it melts away haven't yet found out how to make an insight stay oh maybe you don't nothing I care to achieve only things to work towards pursue the far-off music down the icy corridor... something felt but like in a dream it melts away haven't yet found out how to make an insight stay oh does life’s real fun start when you give it all up? and the plaster facade coating the red gate falls and fades away
6.
I look up to calm faced fortune Bath me in that cold countenance My threads yours to snip Or divert At your whim I look out to blank faced fortune Ridicule me in that sidelong glance The gate is unhitched Poised on its hinge Some see it open Others languish beside it Others roam Uninvited Unbothered When night hits They go home Why do must I come here? The warden In her look to me There’s a promise So subsuming And I’m drawn in
7.
Spectrums 04:28
A mourning dove I got it wrong It’s not “morning” like the dawn It’s “mourning”, like a loss Like a wound in its chest Like it mourns itself Like it mourns itself Like the pain its in Keeps paying dividends Such a soft sadness Makes up my gladness A kiss moon in the rose-touched world Where I’ve been so pent up Feeling so set-up Still there's a gleam like mother-of-pearl A mourning dove A rosy chest And an iridescent neck Reminds me of the snow effect Above Monet’s Haystacks A prismatic pastel Like melted rainbow sherbet Pooling And ever-softening And softer, still
8.
How Lucky 02:58
The field of life is ambiguous as far as a desirable outcome goes, there’s no consensus and the methods to achieving one's own ends are myriad and untested Something beautiful brings its blowhole to the surface and in the spray a small rainbow dissolves--- Is life worth it? High in the atmosphere, Botan's oar breaks the limpid waters of Styx with pure crystal resonance but no ones ever heard it We bide our time until we can best bide our time when it’s not working we know it’s working it takes no effort what it takes is something stranger than that--- probably depends on your hostility towards the years passing It’s June and everything the clouds the buds and the tall grasses are frayed at the ends, flowering, and in the wind laughing and chattering from behind the leaves the tree yokai insinuating always seemed to be teasing or was she only in her eternity hurt to see you're one among those whose lives are lapsing? Just think how lucky
9.
to look without thought at the world-object we went to see the movie with an orange smoothie when the curtain lifted I was new in my skin I was so blown away you said it was just ok praise a simple matter nothing much to it hoped it would get better and in another, other world it did we're still living in the world where this all makes sense we're burning signal fires with piles of tires you wouldn't even recognize the person I am sold the spark in my eye and made my first friend

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released August 5, 2020

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